Monday, July 12, 2010

7 Weeks Old







Documentation of B's 7th week of life is in the form of pictures versus words this week as my thoughts are on another subject at the moment: WORK.

Today I gave my notice of resignation, meaning I will soon officially be a stay at home mom. While I know in my heart this is the right decision, I must admit that I'm sad and will miss working. Of course I will miss only the good things - the times when I felt like I was adding value, learning, being a trusted advisor to my clients. It's easy to forget the bureaucracy and politics and 1980's technology that so often caused headaches and apathy.

Mostly I will miss the people that I worked with. I have never really felt fulfilled by my career itself, but rather by the relationships with coworkers that have become friends over the years. I feel better about leaving knowing that I can continue these friendships regardless of whether or not I go back to work.

And while I'm referring to my prior professional career as "work," I can attest to the fact that I'm still working indeed, only in a different industry. Instead of a banker / underwriter we'll go with "domestic engineer specializing in human development." B is worth every bit of it!

3 comments:

  1. Such conflicting emotions!! I understand, S. It's okay to feel that way. Have you ever seen Dr. Larua Schlessinger (sp?)'s book on the Power of Stay AT Home Moms? It's awesome!!

    Much love to y'all!!!

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  2. I know what you are going through Stace, though my career was a bit shorter, so maybe a bit easier to leave. I'm currently reading a book called "Praise for Stay-at-home Moms" by Dr. Laura Schlessinger. I will send to you when I'm done. It's great encouragement for gals like us! HAHA! I just read Lauren's comment AFTER I wrote this. CRAZY coincidence!

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